goodbye january 2007.

it's been quite enjoyable so far? obviously apart from th tests, but tests are inevitably a part of schlife, why not just accept it hurh?

eMath paper was.. uh.. okay lo. i'm not born to do maths. actually, i don't understand why we have to learn maths in th first place. expressions & formulae. quite redundant really if you're not planning to go deep & big in career lines that dwelve deep in it. for example, th stupid math question we had to do in th paper. finding th unknown in an equation that tells us the time. really really stupid. in th first place, why do you need to create so much trouble! go read off a clock. besides, you have th car to tell you th speed it's going at, you have signboards or even th car tells you how much you have travelled on th roads. sheesh. it's not that i hate maths a lot or smthn, i just have a great distaste for it. it's like, i'm wasting almost 1h40mins every day staring at numbers & expressions. i go nuts. i mean, i dont mind doing simple math like addition, subtraction, division, multiplication, decimals, cost price, time & etc. but why do we do these stupid graphs & quad formulas?! it's sick okay. it's not as if i'm gonna need th quad formula to tell me th time or smthn. SHEESH.

well, i've done my part on ranting. tmr's higherchinese & chem test. i just hope i'll be able to read those chinese characters & i can rmb th chem stuff. seperation techniques. shouldnt be too tough.. i hope?

i really hate maths. aMath paper was a killer.
though many people live by coffee cups to keep themselves awake, i swear by milo. milo, supposingly energy-giving, but i still ended up falling asleep on th bus home. i'm a failure. this morning, i drank a packet of milo before i headed off to sch. it was a hustle-bustle, a search for my boxes of contact lenses because my post-current pair fell into th sink. oh, th love of carelessness.

school was pretty alright apart from th test. i got my personal recount essay back. surprisingly, that lousy foolscap stained with turquoise ink could earn me an A1. i felt that it was a pathetic recount, but miss jChua was kind, i guess..?

it's been really fun sitting next to kai. apparently, she sent me an sms yesterday night, but in this cellphone-less circumstance i'm in, i couldnt reply her. well also thankfully for not knowing, it saved me a whole lot of smsing. hahahaha. she said she could sms non-stop. she was so bored, she self-portraited herself on her camera. well, i await a tumultuous update on myspace? well, yesterday, she told me this thing about a guy that caught a clownfish & it went "look! i found N-emo!" well, maybe you wont get th joke. well anyways, during maths, she drew this graphs thing on her foolscap. being as bored as i was, i decided to add eyes & fins to th graph & it ended up looking like a fish. then she wrote it a speech bubble. then i was asked to doodle an emodude next to it. we decorated his clothes. th vindicated stripes, skinny jeans, slappy fringe, darkened eyeliner & th oldschool converse shoes! haha. we couldnt stop laughing. & we were so high during english lessons, i think it creeped sarahchia out. hahahahaha. well for putting two of us together in class, we always talk about deaths. quite entertaining actually. then that woman can write poems like how productively la! full length poems. i have problems filling up even a page from a notebook, yet her foolscap has an abundance of those lyrical prose.

recess was spent on another packet of milo, followed by dance practice. yes, during recess. it was considerably fun? i dont know. hahaha. maybe because of dancing, th supposedly energy-propelling drink got used up before i could sit for my aMath test? some weird theory. i blanked out. left me in a state of depression, until i had my third milo intake of th day before i headed of for dance. jazz was fun. drove us nuts. th steps werent very complicated, but for following up to th speed of that song, we were practically flinging our limbs everywhere, desperately trying to catch up with th music. goodness, it was chaotic. & then we did a short attempt on th excerpt from nutcracker.

& even with three milo intakes, i fell asleep on th bus. i couldnt open my eyes. i wanted to stay in th bus. right now, i have to fight these heavy eyelids for a half-done geography essay.

dont laugh,
i'm listening to AQUA right now. reliving th times back in 2000 - 2002.

back then, math sums were easy-peasy. now i'm dying. aMaths test tmr. i bet i'm gonna screw up with plenty of careless mistakes. i'll have to sacrifice recess for dance practice. actually, going or not doesnt really matter right? after all, she try her best to get me out of a less boring role. i don't even know why i bother to try.

i'm playing with fire.
sooner or later, i'll get burnt.

EURGH.

do i look so tired & stressed?
maybe it's just because she hasnt seen me in ages. like come on, i'm barely four weeks into school. i can't afford to burn right now!

but somehow,
everything else is telling me otherwise. step back, & lie in.
build me a coffin & seal it with thirteen iron nails.
may th dead flower petals dance on my grave.

i long to be like you,
lie cold in the ground like you.

i'm not o-fucking-kay.
it's sooner or later, i'm going to break & history repeats.
what history?

go figure.

with inspiration from jiahui's old drawing of "javachip".
well anyways, they're arranged according to where are classrooms are located. first three on th 2nd storey & th next three at th 3rd storey.

pickle: amanda
peach: jia hui
pot: vanessa
pebble: sandra
pill(ar): willa
poof: yi ting

hahahahaha. there's another one, kindly touched up by pot.
one thing though, i'd never spell "hot" as HAWT. hahahha. but yeahh, davey havok's hottttt. hahahaha.

MOVING ON.

today's a rainy day. th sch day started with mr cheng's gelled hair & no longer colour-coordinating outfits. kai & i couldnt stop laughing. it was unfamiliar to us, that clean & neat teacher. apart from that, jovel, charlotte & i were doodling all over my original piece of class tee design. somehow from emo/gothic (whatever they call it), we turned it into adorable & stoneage. i protest.
i wont wear such a shirt. no such shirt shall shame my skin.
unless i really have to ):

chemistry & chinese was an announcement of failed papers. expected really, but i got much higher than what i'd thought i'd get. after all, i'm not done memorising my chem cations & anions & my chinese teacher's pronunciation was horrible. moreover, we werent used to her spelling format.

a whole bunch of excuses, you'd say?

well, whatever it is, it was quite funny. after all, everyone did badly because of th same reasons as i have for you. PE was javelin-throwing. apparently, th javelin loved whacking my back. i felt magnetic. A maths was slack period for me. my brother had already taught me a bit on surds two weeks back. so i sat back & stared at th floral-background powerpoint slide.

recess was filled with maniacal laughter. we agreed that in future when peach gets married, her husband will be PEAR & her first child would be PEA. coincidentally, her class' PE. hahaha. how utterly apt! & then we had this "touch willa's reptile-like wounds!" thing going on. pickle & pebble were so disgusted. hahahaha. aft that, th two of them got disgusted at pigeons. i found that amusing.

lit period was spent watching NC16 excerpts from Battle Royale. it was supposingly horribly gory but i couldnt help but to laugh. kai was annoyed. i couldnt keep th laughter in. it's really stupid how those guys who get shot still can stand up & eat another cookie before dying. & there was no censorship of words. though everything was spoken in jap, there were english subtitles. it was quite funny, in some weird, sadistic, kind of way. then there was geog lecture. another video. a video on th Banda Aceh tsunami incident back in 2004. heartwrenching. kai was going to cry when she heard that arabic song. oh wells. that pretty pretty chandelier proved to be a lousy distraction. pretty much th whole house was submerged in filthy sea water & debris. helpless, th people really were.

then stayed back for a while to do up th class noticeboard. handprints. kai was asked to literally lend a hand. our board looks REALLY REALLY colourful. i went home smelling like poster paint. well, i took th bus with willa & then changed back to 48. on which i saw vanessa&valerie. i was so surprised. i have NEVER seen th two of them together on th bus at th same time.

now bored, restless & empty.
i'm not exactly feeling anything.

first off, happy birthday to minyi & adria.

here comes a proper update of this blog.
school has not exactly been a menace. what's been cauing so much sleep-deprivation & misery is actually just maths. apart from that, th sciences & th languages hasn't been so bad.

with a seating partner like kai, you'll never feel like getting your math homework done. it's not that i don't wanna listen to what th teacher's saying, it's just that when th teacher keeps repeating "x", "x", "x" it's like telling your brain to axe its neurons. it becomes tiring, because i'll have to split her sentence into parts. & then i'll start lagging behind because i wont be able to concentrate on what she's saying whilst i'm breaking down her sentences. maybe i'm just slow.

well, sciences are really okay. mr lau's classes are near impossible to sleep in with his booming voice. & sometimes when he widens his eye, i have this inclination to pop them because they highly remind me of balloons. this is where davinia finds me amusing. well well well. mr teh's just a wonderful bio teacher. well even though his voice is alway.. narrating something, he is really amusing at times. one instance - "GASPS!" hahaha.

then for chinese, ting xie was horrble beyond words. no one could understand what she said because she has horrible pronunciation. i'm sure that i'll be able to uh.. score a few marks. passing it would be a miracle. a miracle to everyone, not just me. who's ever heard of taking 45mins for a chinese spelling test?! well as for english.. i don't know. newsweeks can be interesting, but i don't like analysing stuff. i'm lazy-brained, perhaps.

well then lit! it's lala-land for kai. whilst i am physically & subconciously present in class but emotionally floating around. i'll be thinking of other stuff yet able to hear what missJchua's saying. like when she was talking about red hot chilli peppers, i'd perk up. hahaha. you might probably think it's because it's a BAND, perhaps that's why i actually paid full attention to what she said for th next five mins. well, another instance was when she mentioned maoism (communism). & one more, impressionism! claude monet! well sadly, our class is QUITE irresponsive apart from jovel & charlotte, who are thankfully sitting behind me. but seriously, jovel should have gone to do full lit.

& as for geog, mr cheng, besides being a geog teacher, would exploit th time to do a little bit of administrative work. well, since he's co-operating teacher & our part-time CE teacher alongside with mrs logan, i think he talks to us more easily as compared to other classes. apparently, PE doesnt really like him. junyan, a few days back, had done a remarkably uncannily resembling mimic of mr cheng's starting action. by rubbing his hands together, then pulling up his sleeves & flipping what's-left-of-his-fringe & saying "okay, class!" well, CE today was hilarious. kai was about to fall asleep at first, but was wide-awake by th end of th lesson. but that doesnt mean that he's forgiven for springing a surprise test on us.

& lastly, PE. that PE log. i have no idea how i'm gonna complete it. i shall swin tmr. & swim on saturday. & run on.. one day ): i dont know mann. besides, i have two math tests to worry about next week, a 700-word geog essay over th weekends, & of course, classtee design. pearr&i arent getting anywhere with our ideas. so far everything's been floating in th serum of our minds but nonetheless unproductive.

well, apart from school lessons, there's dance! xu jie's SYF item is uhms. i dont know. well, we're barely a minute into th dance. & then there's ms deans. fun & great, but i had to miss yesterday's class due to fixing of drum lessons. my final tuesday lesson. it's either quit or change, or i'll get killed for skipping dance in th future. jiahui & i have decided to give th new studio a chance. if everything works out, then we'll stay. i can't bear to skip dance. my heart aches & th bubbling guilt seems to rob me of my much-needed sleep. well lessons ytd was.. utterly difficult to get. till now, i still cant do th pedalling of th bass drum properly. & since willa was so badly injured (another story), joshua took over th bass instead. guitars were having "fun" getting th rhythm. haha. joshua asked what dance i was doing in sch. i said ballet. some strains of disbelief formed on his face. i had anticipated it anyways. & then he commented that my e-mail address sounded evil. THE ART OF DROWNING does NOT sound evil, please!

then jiahui & i went to visit willa aft lessons while van headed home. we brought her chips. that poor girl. abrasions that bared red flesh. i didn't know treadmills were so.. dangerous. well, today, i delivered her her homework, seems that she cant stand straight. i can imagine how painful it is to run water over th wounds. 45mins for bathing sounds so reasonable in her circumstances.

okay, now onto another thing. my home phone's fixed, toilet flush's fixed & this computer has everything that i need, once again. now my only worry is a cell phone. drowning lessons for my phone has caused me to be retarded in sms-ing. i cant call my piano teacher, i cant sms people stuff, & i dont have a whole bunch of numbers. & my brother passed his driving test today. dont know what to say, really.

well, i'm off to fangirl over AFI before i head off to sleep.
maths has killed me of my vocabulary.

right now, i'm waiting for all my 9GB worth of music files to appear back on WMP.
my brother's friend was able to retrieve th stuff back.

HURRAH.

this exhilarance that's running throught my veins is indescibable.
i'll PROPERLY update th blog when i'm free.

i'm waiting for my songs.
i've been so miserable without them!

reality hurts less when you have more sleep.

DANCE,
is an antidote. a panacea.
a cure for desolation, distress, delusions & detachment.

okay. i'm going crazy. it's like an information overload. i just read ONLY chapter 2 of my geog tb & my brain feels like it's been overeating. well, for a good cause, at least. i have to digest my bio chap next.

i had this weird way of thinking today.
yeahh, i'm still hating th fact that i'm turning fifteen. OLDDDD. but on a brighter note, we're one year away from watching NC16 movies. no no, not because of its sexual content, but violence. i don't get how they can rate according to violence. death is death. th way they die is just.. a highway to hell. hurhur. & you're a year nearer to dating. it's like some people marry at 26 & they've been in a relationship for seven years. doesnt that mean it started in 19? i don't like how our ages are increasing.

okay, that utterly made no sense.
it's just how my brain is making weird noises at th moment.

& i need sensodyne. i cant eat cold stuff without having those not-so-pearly-whites chattering & hurting. rahh.

detached,
desolate,
distressed,
&
delusional.

it's all i'm for now.
& hopefully not forever.

damned comp rebooted.
9GB worth of music files all gone. all my beloved AFI hardcore tracks. all my beloved AFI pictures. all my beloved AFI icons. all my beloved AFI blogskin HTML codes.

ROAR.

well, at least i have my CDs to re-rip. i'm "happily" re-ripping every single CD i own right now. i'm tired. very tired. but not to th extent that someone can tell right? even though i'm wide awake, i'm feeling tired. i saw teri in th toilet today. she said i looked very tired. what? i look pale? hurh? i dont even have that funny eyelid thing that i usally get when i'm tired.

okay, maybe i am tired. & maybe even slightly stressed. seriously, i'm liking A maths more than E maths right now. i don't like quadratic equations. dont like formulas. i'm turning schizophrenic. i'm worrying about homework even on th computer. it won't be surprising if i become nerdy. nerdy with a psychological disorder. & i cant lament in chinese like i usually do because i'm sitting next to kai. i feel bad. hurhur. so much stuff to memorise - A maths, E maths, bio, chem, geog. fortunately, th latter three are easier to commit to memory for me. as for th maths, i cant seem to get them right no matter what. it's not that i dont want to think, but it's like my brain cant process it. they just remain th squiggly printed lines they are as they i slowly draw them in. i bet my brother think's i'm damn bloody stupid or smthn when he's going through th math stuff with me.

& i'm worrying. worrying about dance. worrying that i wont do well for grade eight. hey, come on, it's my final grade. & school? i suppose mrs chan will pull me out of doing th part. aiyah, i'm paranoid. i just dont think i'm doing well enough. & you have piano! diplomas! i cant afford to let my parent's money go down th drain. but i cant seem to find th discipline to practise. & there's theory to worry about too. & there's that stupid PE log to fufil. well, i shan't call it stupid. i want to do it but i know i'll probably give up halfway. & there's a whole load of homework. & i shldnt be complaining because it's just th beginning of th year, but seriously, it's already a LOT. i can't imgaine when i have to revise.

i'm coping! i'm coping!
but i need to lament.

oh wells, my eyes are burning up right now. i should go sleep earlier.

school's sapping me of my energy. there's dance pretty much almost everyday. & on saturdays, it's at 0730. not that i shld complain, but to wake up at 0530 on a saturday is quite demanding. i'm sleep-deprived. my math grades have been suffering, all in justification to my failing ability to fall into slumber.

well, th mania has passed, though i'm not any much saner.
i'm virtually uncontactable. though my computer has been revived, i won't be able to use MSN for quite a bit. so if anything i need to know, there's always my tagboard & my e-mail. also, my phone is dead. & i don't think i'll be getting a phone for quite a long time. so if need be, there's always my home phone.

i can't wait for mr gary trinder's class & th dance appreciation thing at th esplanade. really, i love ballet. more so than hip-hop. maybe i'm inflexible in my mindset, but nothing can parallel th beauty of ballet. well though i wont be a professional dancer, there isnt anything wrong with liking it hurh?

well anyways, i'm so deprived of my music library. all i have now is these few tracks on th mp3 player before th computer went into a coma. quite a sad thing, really. my brain has not had it's dosage of catharsis due to th lack of blogging for th past five days. funny how words can make your brain feel like it's floating in th midst of it's little on (wet) paradise.

well anyways, i'm not making sense at th moment. math equations has diminished my vocabulary & killed my ability to make sense.

poisoned candyapple red toenails.
i'm liking th colour a lot! hahaha. well anyways, todays' PE lesson was.. {gasps} tiring. circuit training. quite fun actually, but really tiring.

well, for literature, miss jChua did some funny personality test with us. we were asked to draw a house with water & tree features arnd it. mine had some normal looking house with a few windows, dead trees & was raining. stupid vel&lotte said it was emo. rah. apparently, i drew smthn so eccentric, miss jChua had no idea how to interpret what kind of person i am from my drawing, apart from th extrovert part cos of a big (& ugly) house i drew. anyways, she was saying to th class that th number of trees represent th amnt of friends a person have. i had wanted to draw more but had not enough time, so i guess i have quite a few friends (?) but th thing that she couldnt interpret, was that my trees were dead. so what on earth is that supposed to mean! & she was saying that water represented energy. she had drawn some weird pond & some people drew water bodies of other sorts & wells. me? RAINING. she said my picture exuded some kind of aura of melancholia.

AIYAH WHATEVER LA,
I'M NOT EMO.
I GOT STUNG BY A BEE.

hurhur. weeler can testify that. tmr, i shall return to sch with a lumpy thumb.
pfft.

i had ms deans' permission to excuse myself from dance & head off for drumming today.

drumming was considerably great today for we had our hand at marilyn manson's coma white. talking about that, th othr three were telling me that dita von teese filed for a divorce with marilyn manson, & apparently that article was on th newspaper ytd (which i'd stupidly not been able to read nor find it). actually, i find it so sad! they're like th hottest couple everrrr. lol. i mean, i bet they're able to share makeup! & their goth wedding just blew so many people away. it was like, DAMN HOT/COOL (whatever you want it to be).

well, today's lesson was quite funny. first we waited for joshua who was apparently writing with this fluffly orange pen (how utterly bimbotic!). he asked abt elyn cos he couldnt contact her on th phone. so habitually, we'd said that she's dao-ing him. hahaha. then jiahui checked if he'd gotten th right phone number. indeed, he's gotten her old number. no wonder he got dao-ed la!

th learning of coma white was considerably quick. i love th guitar part. hoho. & weeler, i told you there was a bass playing! rahh. i hate it when no one believes me. eurgh. well anyways, i kinda had to shut joshua up from singing, lest he ruined my impression of marilyn manson. marilyn manson's voice is oh-so-hot (haha). we practised a bit more, & he suddenly mentioned okay, you people are playing great today! time to bring in marilyn manson! immediately, van, weeler & i gasped. we had this visualisation of that near 1.9m tall marilyn manson appearing at th doorway, walking in, fully-fledged in makeup with his oh-so-wonderful tophat. i hyperventilated. HAHA. well, actually, joshua just brought in & planted his computer speakers to his iPod. so, we had to play along to th song. i LOVE GINGER FISHHHH :D

near th end of th lesson, we had this discussion about what song to play for th next lesson. he suggested playing Sum41's the Hell Song & i thought weeler looked depressed, so i suggested for weeler to pick one of her jRock songs (yes, courting death..). before we decided on the Hell Song, joshua was browsing through his music library. there was this whole bunch of Avenged Sevenfold songs, followed by a few Trivium. so i started hyperventilating again. th songs that he had previewed with his iPod, i had them in th computer. i was like OMGOMGOMG, I KNOW THAT & I HAVE THAT SONGGGG. apparently it freaked th rest. & he went on browsing through his songs & finally gave up. & he said to th rest damn, she's super experienced sia! HAHA. {sidenote: i'm only a recently converted metal fan}

then he went on talking abt ozzy osbourne. he asked if we knew who he was. instantly, jiahui & i went THE GUY WHO EATS BATS! (LITTLE NICKY!!) hahahahaha. he gave us that shocked looked & asked again do you know who's ozzy osbourne or not! so, i gave him th physical description. i mean, th question was so ambiguous, we had no idea what answers he'd wanted from us. so van & weeler just sat there, staring at jiahui & i answering th questions. & then joshua gave up & asked do you know what band he's from! i yelled OH I KNOW THAT ONE, BLACK SABBATH! & he was like eh, you know arh! waliew. they're LEGENDARY! & i rebutted, YAR, DUHHHH. well, it was super amusing.

well then a little trip to HMV with jiahui cos she needed to grab something. this is so shocking. yichieh, it's going to break your heart.
decemberunderground's raised its price, it's $28.50 now.
): my oh my.

okay, talk abt sch lessons!
i just realised i have EXTREMELY amusing chemistry & chinese teachers. soooo energetic, so dramatic, so entertaining. lol. i've had eng&lit periods side by side, so it was a double period of miss jChua, followed by double periods of HCL, another miss chua. right now, i'm in th midst of highness again.

i'm addicted to Trivium's Dying In Your Arms.
{stares}

relinked:
amanda, sandra & victoria.

what's up with changing blog-links! well anyways, school has gone back to full swing. brain-boggling mathematics sums & inexplicable amount of homework. & yeahh, CCA too. well anyways, davinia's my chem-seating-partner! & lynn's once again my higher-chinese-seating-partner! hahaha. & for geog lectures, i get to meet van & jiahui. now i'm really, really glad i didnt move. well anyways, i had this two & a half hours maths thing with my brother yesterday. i bet he thinks i'm stupid. my brain froze & i forgot how to muptiply fractions. & past 2200, my brain totally malfunctioned. it started processing 2x1 as 2+1. i did my sum wrongly. i bet he thought i was so damn bloooooody stupid. pfft. at least i wasnt th one who thought th plastic chocolates were real.

well anyways, i'm tired. very tired. but somehow in a good way. at least this funny void that has drilled its way into me is feeling kinda filled up. no more rotting. i've just realised i'll have dance/ballet on fridays, saturdays, sundays, mondays, & tuesdays. so once again, my ballet leotard & tights would become my second skin. oh holy.

i'll go find time to sleep.
hopefully not during lessons..

i know i'm gonna get lynched for saying this : i'm liking school.
hurhur. well anyways, i've gotten The Art of Drowning. th postage address is on its back cover. woohoo. & lessons started yesterday. now i'm stuck with math homework. Elementary Mathematics. sheesh. & i had to get another notebook.
yesterday was tiring though. schoolwork & ballet. apparently only two people turned up for class. well, th good thing was that mrs lim had a lot of time to polish th dance up for us. as for sch, my tchrs all seem pretty alright. a somewhat morbid&sadistic bio teacher, a well-dressed emaths tchr, a not very eloquent but nevertheless alright geog teacher who doubles as my co-form & a naggy chem teacher who's actually quite nice & doubles as my form teacher.
aiyah, i'm not gonna complain abt th tchrs la. they're all so.. alright. well, for now that is.
well, i had ballet again today. advfound is tiring. all th grande allegro ._. & we've finally gotten our intermediate exam certs. happy happy happy.
oh wells.

so, i dropped th appeal.
seemed like GR was more tame than GY. & besides,
probably it's th people who come bai fang th classmates. {shrugs} well anyways, i'm sitting next to kai! {grins} then i have jovel & charlotte sitting behind me. oh wells. coming up with th class motto/slogan thing was quite fun. obviously with jovel/charlotte, you cannot NOT have funny suggestions.
well anyways, i was talking to lynn, minyi & adria in DG. i was lamenting about how i liked twoPE's classroom better than th secthree classrooms cos it was brighter, airier & more spacey, unlike these classrooms which are dull, dark & stuffy. apparently, zihan & jeanette, who were sitting th table near us heard me, so jeanette joked "isn't that just like you!" mann, i'm not DULL nor STUFFY. hurhur. well, it was quite amusing. i miss having lynn to complain abt stuff too. i think i might be doing higherchinese with her class {grins}
happy happy happy.
sometimes, school just doesnt seem like so much a bad thing. especially when you rot away at home. well, this is just th beginning. i guess i'll have to wait till th tests part kick in. i'll probably lag again. sheeeesh. & th worst part, ms lau isnt teaching secthrees ): well, both my form & co-form tchrs seem quite.. okay..?
aft sch, pill & i went to shaw centre cos she needed to get PE shirt. there was a huge mass of people. we decided not to wait & went off to heeren. i went to get Little Nicky's Soundtrack. mann, that thing was near thirty bucks. well, then we kinda walked arnd a bit cos pill was bored. then we kinda walked into 77th street. thinking that jiahui's birthday was so near, we got her a really jiahui-like present. hahaha.
well, overall, th day went kinda well. not exactly what i had in mind. but probably better.
this is one rare day which yi ting feels happy.

nobody ever likes falling ill.
neither do i.

sheesh. throwing up is sick. especially when you have to do it in th middle of th night. your knees go weak & your back hurts. just as you hurl whatever's left in th stomach into th toiletbowl, half your mind says, don't do it, it's gonna hurt. blearghs.

i'm going to see ms kim during recess tmr regarding th appeal. i really really really hope it works. i wouldnt want to have spent 45mins on an e-mail to create a hooha. it'll be pretty retarded. anyways, GR's form teacher's mrs logan. ahh. i heard fengrong's taking twoPE again. & as for mrs fern, she's taking twoPR. wow. she's teaching sectwos O_O mannn, she totally shld have taught MY class. {wails}

well, i'm rushing off my last gan xiang. it gets quite fun after a while.
zomg, leongyiting, what on earth are you saying?!
FUN?
ayeeeee.

hello school. i like you.
at least i've something to do now rather than rotting away. it's gonna be one heck of a busy year. i don't really like th idea of turning 15. i still wanna grow taller (though that's not entirely possible).

oh oh oh. rewind.
i watched Little Nicky yesterday. jiahui & i were smsing each othr during th show. "little nicky likes AC/DC & Metallica!" why why why do people link metal music to anti-christs? alright, maybe th content but hey, there are actually such things as CHRISTIAN METAL. wowness. this world's going haywire. well, i like AC/DC okay! rahh. adrian reminded me highly of.. cruella de vil (is that how you spell her name?) from 101dalmations. must have been th coat. & looked a bit like jon bon jovi too. probably it's th hair. i love th metalhead guys! "\m/ 666!" i want that soundtrack. they've got nice tracks {grins}